Yoy…I finished my falsafah assignment ardy…hehehe…crazy,always do things last minutes…burn my midnight oil tis few days,till my face looks like gt poison…if my mum c it,she wil say…look at ur face,so dirty,nobody wan u ardy…o my dad,dirty,u hv to wash ur face always,dun b lazy,u nvr listen to my advices…I heard sence many years aga…nvr change…n if I stay up again tis few days,I think I will fall to sick soon…then cnt eat anything during cny…

I wan to meet wit miss Jennifer,I miss her much now,I lv her so much,I wanna fly to America,her prediction comes true again…haiz…she’s super2 natural…hw she predicts it??if her prediction is true,then I will hv a different live in my future…I hope he isn’t lv me while I cnt feel any lv frm him… bt I wan to b wit him at the same time…it doesn’t matter tat I lv him,it doesn’t matter 4 me to think bout him al the time,as long as I x need to mk any decision…I wil feel dwn till dunx hw to describe when he goes wit other gals,tat feeling is weird…you…dun lv me,send me to the reject shop cuz I am low quality,a bad gal,a boring gal… I am bad n worst in making decision,I scared I will regret,scared I am x suit 4him cuz I am too noob,scared he’s x loyal to me,scared my family will against…my family,the biggest lack 4me…I dun hv any reason tat y I lv him,like v always ask other y he o she lv her o him…wat to do…write dwn al my feeling 1st b4 I fgt n go to slp…then fgt it after awake…it wont tk me to the longer stress,I am used to it ardy…