mood

Argh…shit,wth am I thinking now…bored…everybody is doing their revision and I am look relax,but I am tring to bring up my mood to study…all my mood gone after dinner…pasal rendang la…

I am not tat best,tough as they think ba,oso will panic smtimes,just I seldom tell ppl ba…fortunely I got bad memory,used to forget the shit things easily n my frens always said I will die cause heart attact if I didn express out my sadnesses…but express oso need mood d ba,how I wan to told them when I forgot all the sadnesses leh…since it cn b in a second,1hour,a day,a week,a month,a year…

I cn leave here after 3weeks,tat is wat I am waiting 4 since I arrived here…but all my happiness gone,just cause I hv to stay at KL 4 a week 1st b4 I bck hmtown…so tired ba… haiz,hv to plan smwhere to go n call out smone to go with,but they all still got classes…I am lazy to do all tis things..i prefer to be invite than to call up frens…I think I better stay in erican n do all the shit stuff wit them till weekend o out wit them in the afternoon…yeah,I cn eat hand made pasta in petaling street too…I miss banarby much,miss his tura rudy…didn contact them 4 a long time,like absolutely loss contact wit maxis’ frens.n my els certificate ar,md…cn’t attend the ceremory,cn’t tk any pictures n cn’t gv speech!!!argh…all my frens there neh…wth y it must be on 8th of nov d!!!
Ops…my mood visits me lol…revise 1st…

Valentine’s Day

Don remind the valentine’s day gift any more leh…….I may to hv a bf b4 2010valentine’s day,if not i hv to gv gifts to my couple frens…siao…wat a stupid game….i present ppl,then who will send me back…all break up ba…yeahyeah,no need to send…hehe…tot like easy to be in relationship…puppy lv cn la…it’s hard to find a gentleman ,n I won be so brave to kao guys…weird!!where is my dignity…n gentlemen all almost extinct…if got,also in a relationship,gay o whatever la…argh…but it’s nice to go out wit a group of single when valentine’s day.
I met a gentleman b4,he’s nice,gud looking,v always walking,shopping gether… but he’s gay…

N now,got a siao guy tell ppl tat he loves me!!!!wth….i don x10 like him ar….i treat every ppl the same eventhough just a fren,but he’s misunderstood ba…we r not close to n seldom chat,seldom meet each other,I just reserved the sit 4 him few times only leh…y he still likes me!!!lv really blind…if he’s gentleman,I will consider,but he’s not!!!!!!!!!gu hon,coward,feminine…not the taste I wan…if like me than straight tell me la,coward guy… i am lazy to explain to him,I think he’s sot ardy,always create story,thinks I am love him so much n tell my coursemates n always get my information frm them !!!yuck……I am trying my best being bad,rude infront of him …break my image ba…but..haiz… just wait….

Wth giving me this incentive to write blog….moreover I cn’t express my whole feeling by using eng.of cuz I am not deny tat my vocabs r weak n my eng getting worse after finished stdy in erican.How I wan to communicate wit them later,all I hv learned r return to miss Jennifer ardy…the eng grammer in ums is vry vry easy,I donno wth we hv to learn these,but the exam’s questions r different wit wat v hv learn,so stupid…everytimes feel slply n boring when attend eng classes…I wanna to go bck my hometown,miss my family so much…so long tat I didn chat wit papa,I miss him eventhough he donno how to express his love to me…miss my frens they all!!!!anywhere,I will meet them after 1month…

Ardy 3months I stay in ums,still cn’t use to it…especially the food of my kolej cafeteria ,cn’t be used to their food, mk me stomachache sometimes…6ppls a room…damn small…4malays n 2chinese…is lucky got a Chinese staying wit ,but sometimes it’s suffering too…she is toooo cute…v r frm different religion,but I am a free thinker buddhist…she’s strong Christian n sometimes hers commons to other religions r a bit fault…n she’s so ancient thinking, cn’t understand my sense of humour,cn’t accept my open minded’s way of doing things… hehe…hey…now is 21st century ba…fortunately I hv a group of nice coursmates,they treat me well….they accept my open minded…haha…i love them muchhhh…

16th oct…the final exam is getting near…hvn started any revesion yet.still hv an individual assignment hv to summit by nxt week… those shit assignments,wasting my time…especially the accounting,I do all the hardest part!wth…so cruel…my frens just enjoy watching their mv since I am so busy reading the annual report to vomit out the answer…haiz,be patience ba…next time don b so stupid again,join wit those empty brain fuckers…
Argh…hv to stay in ums again tis weekend,boring…my uncle travel toKL…hehe,n might bring me fresh durians!!!!yeah!!!!

Go to 1b again today,force them to played drum wit me,I think it wil mk me pok gai soon…
Don hv mood to continue writing le