gt blogging disease now…it’s like mine ingredients…wit suck ingredients...
the way I reduce my stress:
• Tel some joks
• Laugh
• Sleep
• Complaint it to frens
• physical exercises


who will love me???argh…fuxk question!!!i hate it,I care it,I stil remember it…till now…am I tat worst???i mk a bad view at slyvia yesterday…she complainted tat my table is messy,I am sexy,I am rude,unpolite,weird when eating,my things r high class n some more…omg…it’s vry lucky tat she isn’t my rmate…really…I was feel like,erm…wanna cry after heard it…btw,she compare me wit wen2…she dun even noe anything about me bt complainted on me so much…am I tat suck…bt the worse was follow afterward…she told me tat she wanna noe which guy will love me,will accept my bad attitude…wat a hurting ppl word…I just wanna say,I am messy,bt I am clean…I am weird,bt I am happy…she’s the 1st person comment me like tis…


she makes me cn’t even noe wat is my good view o gud inside o gud on me o wat…all gone…I am bad I am worst…she dun understand me o wat she’s said is true…I wan to bck my home,I am hmsick,I wan to cry…I miss yee wen I miss foong ai I miss shim yee I miss siew fong,I miss king kong,I miss tong,I miss iva,I miss chian,I miss Charles,I miss mis Jennifer,they noe me well…

The line is so slow,weak,poor….n I stil hv to use it to gt my answers for my mini assignments….life is so suck…financial management is so hard…died…

I am blur now bt x any slpy…n I wil do some weird things when I gt blur…I wan to change my life…x more relax3 n play3 n fool around…be serious!!!!!!concentrate on my study….my relationship wit wen2 gtting closer n closer,nicer n nicer compare wit 1st sem…v talk so much in room,v cn talk like tml nvr cm…of cuz she’s gt influence by me ardy!hahaha…bt all the influence she gt r bad 1s…

Am I doing too much o think too much…yesterday siew siu n roselind told me tat they cn c tat I am in lv wit a kim,cuz I seem like did lots of things 4him…argh,haiz,omg…I dunx hw to explain…I dun care if they say v r like couple,bt I really care tat they say I lv him…where gt,I nvr say I lv him!!!!bt it’s cn’t deny oso,cuz I like him la,hehe…bt I like many ppl oso…tats y sometimes I hate my name too,mayb tis misunderstood is cause of my name…names cn represent a person…it’s nice if u gt a simple n common’s name…n if other ppl comment like tat,tats mean all ppl wil think like tis so…it seems like I am 38….c.yan lv him,bt the guy doesn’t lv c.yan pun…I am like…tis gal,yer,yuck,cheap!!!!wuwu…they wanna hlp me to ask him o test him c weather he lvs me o not…walao…test a person who v ardy noe he isnt lv me…really crazy bt funny too…pls,dun do the stupid things…I think I hv to do some changes b4 it gtting worse…bt hw,v aren’t like tis…it’s easy to say,like I always say tat I wont care how other ppl think of me,the important is I’m x as they think…bt I cn’t accept wat ppl say about me when it’s really happen…y they nvr say I am lesbian since I hlp them much oso…like I hlped kai xin to by stamps hasil in ip even though I dunx where was the post office,it’s far frm ip too,I went to find it alone,n I stil gt class…I skip the class just only wanna hlp her to by the stamps n the lousy post office didx sell stamp hasil pun…they only said I am too kind…wat the…isn’t I am in lv of her ke….anyway,I think I wil fgt it after few days…just let it be…

3.09am

I am hving my new sem now…it’s a short sem…getting busy,stress and crazy.complete my assignments recently,why so many assignments hv to summit….i wanna get away of these assignments!!!

I am seem like getting closer with @ kim.he’s the 2nd gentlemen in ums which I know.i like to b wit him…who b his gf will b the blessness I think cuz I found the responsibility,the sense of humor on him….eventhough he’s thinking himself as a loser al the times…I found a ugly guy here at the same time.i am x saying he’s looks ugly,but is his attitude!!!!i hate his attitude!he’s the guy who like woan eng,I tot he’s nice at first,bt he isn’t actually…he’s no manners n gentlemen at all…tats y I use ugly to describe him…I wonder y woan eng like to b wit him oso…n she’s seems gt further wit us ardy…woan eng is a beautiful gal,n she’s much reality,do whatever to got her target…I dun like her reality n wonder y she’s like tis…likes to b wit beautiful gals n boys…”I wanna be with tat pretty gals,I wan I wan,y I cn’t b wit them,y I am so unlucky”,”c,he’s vry handsome,so handsome,yeah I saw my handsome guy just now”…I am started to feel boring wit those words…cn u imagine ur fren talking tis wit u everytime…n I still remember the time how she bought the violin… it seems I am vry bad,only noe to talk ppl bad…

Ok,lets write bout smthings bad bout myself..I am noob n stupid,always being NOOB,easy to use by ppl,dun hv confidence,lazy,bad in all subjects especially Chinese n maths,ugly,childish,bad in memorizes!erm…I wil b a bad gf too…I hv a vry nice Chinese name,it’s a nicest n I dun think gt other ppl same name wit me,bt I am opposite of my name…