I dunx wat to do now…report….cnt on9,so cnt find the m.modern de info-s……..i am sad…I sad I gt big lack wit him actually…he dun like to eat vege…bt I like…wuwuwuwu….vry fan…I gt communicate problem wit him oso…I noe he is trying to understand wat I say…bt I cnt pass mine gate…when I dun noe hw to tel him,then I wil b sad…I hate myself,y these little things cn mk me like…sad…xiao qi la…I am vry xiao qi…my family oso said like tat…

Tattoos…cnt identify a person tat is bad…its an art…called art??i dunx…some tattoos r nice…ricard got tattoos…when the 1st time I saw him,I really to the is a dai yi long…bt after I gt noe to him,he isn’t wat I think…he is a easy going person too…n who…koh oso gt tattoos I think…

Carmen…wen2 de coursemate…hers 2nd frens tat said I am a nice gal…hehehehe…thk u vry much!!!hahaha…they said I am x like other semenanjung ppl…she tot I am sabahan o sarawakian cuz I am frenlyyyyy…^^…ah nie is hers 1st fren tat said I am nice…after she stayed few nites wit us…I didn’t treat them gud,I just did wat I should n hw I am...

i hope i cn gt up to 3.0 tis time....only the eco math...haiz,i hope i wont retk it...finance,i felt free after tis exam,i tahan my xiao bian n da bian just wan to save time n finished the ppr...bt stil the same,felt wanna da bian when i am nervous!!!!tis is the 3rd subject in my life tat i put my whole times n energy to answered it til the time ngam ngam enough...1st was the economic,when i was stpm,2nd was eng KET,others just simply do,o dunx hw to do then waiting to die...

Huhuhu….no mood to do the eco mathssss revision…..Home profile home profile!!!!!!!!!n nothing to eat at room….sien…my life is like corrupting….9.45pm is the time to go out wit frens…I am suck…..suck in study…suck in cook oso…haiz…cnt cook the hotdog wel oso…who cn accompany b sot gether now…I dun wan my bf…ya,I am vry suck,especially my life.dun do revision when study week,result suck,cnt cook,waste money,buy expensv things,cheat by ppl,room is messy,low eq,low iq,like to cry,xiao qi…bt I am special,I gt a special bf,my bf is special than others,I cn b myself when I am wit him.

I am so bu shuang…I cnt pay my bdband bil…I hate bdband…furtunely he was b wit me,he consoles me,he is so nice…I lv him…I like to mk him angry,cheat him,cuz even hw I do to him he oso wont angry to me.he nvr scold me…^^ He only jealous 2times,both of them oso cause of ah long…I promise him tat I wil chat less wit ah long,hehe,I noe I wont fllw it,bt I wil chat wit him only in the rite time…he is vry funny…sometimes I wanna laugh at him when I look at his x malay,x indian’s face…dunx wat racies is he…he brought the camera without battery cm to the kokum carnival,so gao xiao…hahaha…bt I feel so hapi tat wat he did 4me…I dunx hw to cnsole him everytime when he face a problem,like last time he lost his pndrive…

Ppl said,when u r hard to mk a decision,tats means u dun hv a clear answer o u dunx wat u actually wan if it’s truth,then izit I am x sure wat I wan,I lv him o x…cuz when my family against me to b wit him,I wil b hard in mking the decision.

Kokum carnival is pass…ah long hlps me lots…really appreciate cuz he stil came to hlp us eventhough he is vry bz n x enough slp…if he didn’t cm,I cnt imagine hw the violinist be…he noes me wel eventhough v just gt noe each other since last sem.he is my bestfren 4ever…I dun care hw ppl talk bout him,cuz I noe he isn’t tat kind of person.he is…hahaha…he wil tell me the truth.bt I did bad tat day,I cn do far bttr!!!!y I am so suck!!!

Ppl r selfish,ppl r only care of themselves…sometimes I feel tat I cnt stay wit them,y they r x thinking the same as me.I will stay wit acct ppl nxt sem…their mathematics all vry super best 1,eventhough they r x tking acct…they dun wan share to buy kitchenware,gas oso dun wan….aiyor…mk me influence by them oso,if I buy the gas,sure they all pinjam my gas de since I noe them all…omg,cn u imagine our huz gt kitchen,bt they all prefer to cook in their own room,then should v maintain our kitchen n rent to other ppl leh,cn decrease our rent…I said share the penyapu,no body argee,I said share2 use the refrigerator,dun count so much,no body agree,I said share2 buy gas n periuk,no body argee,I said share2 buy the wtr filter n wtr heater,no body argee,I said buy a mirror put inside the toilet,no body argee…haih…Sarawak ppl r a bit…dunx wat to say…if I cn,I prefer stay alone now…easy…x nd to care of them…I cn sure they wil face big problem after stay together…wat woan eng recmment was truth,v bttr dun stay wif same course ppl,sure will face problems after tis,whatever,I dun care of them liao,I cnt tk care myself oso hw cn I stil think of them.if I wannna cook,I hv to share wit myself…al go eat shit…I eat wit a kim b4 I bck…bt if I wanna cook I oso cook shit,I will pour al the stuffs inside the cooker together wit rice oso,then let it cook it self….erm,just like mr rudy,pour chocolate,vege,potato n all inside the peruik n cook like tat,eat sht,bt the taste vry nice de…shit taste is nice…then nobody wanna share wit me liao…hahaha…roselind they al noe my taste,I cn eat the vege without any taste pun,like the old ppl eat 1…lets predict,if wen2 responsible in food,sure she wil argue wit ah nie,if roselind doesn’t wanna buy another periuk n continue to cook everyday n nvr let ssiu cook,both of them wil argue oso…they wanna sv money bt dun wan eat healthy…I wanna eat healthy bt dun wan cook….i wanna marry wit a 6stars chef nxt time,then divorce n marry again wit a kim…erm,nice…

Zi ren called me just now…invite me to join the camp…argh…I really dun wan to join any Buddhism things…cuz…I am x close wit them all,they all ardy gt gang ardy de…bt sometimes is hard to ignore them de,so I wil gv reason,I wil say if zi wen join then I join,n zi wen is impposible to join de…hehehe…same goes wit wilson,I dun wan pick up his ph….

6hours pass ardy,I awake,open my eyes,checked my ph’s msg…omg…my hakim is so sad,my dwnline face problems,I had bad dreamt…I didn’t think tat wat I told him would mk tis big influence to him,when v r talking bout serious things,he cn argue bck wit wat I say n when I cnt argue anymore,I wil argue again wit nonsense things,bt 4me,those nonsense things r always correct when v r arguing…o I wil bu shuang…