Unpredictable….all the things cm unpredictable…hanif cal me,violin spoil,cncert master,no money…money is vry “important”…haih…tis is the 1st time I wory bout my money…if they noe I ardy finished my money,sure die…sooo fast…whatever,I should learn frm jj,learn his manner n gain more money…jj,xue bi aren’t like others,hung keat I dunx…bt another upline is nicer than mine de at least…aron n eng keong are stupid…I am going to learn the skil tml,I should learn it fast n teach my dwnline well…n hlp her gain more money afap…tat’s my responsiblility…n master all during tis sem break,find more clients,then go wit mr benny o upline hlp her boom up Sarawak soon…I am x cheating them,I just hlp them gain more money n learn some social n communicate skills o experiences…

N the violin…huh…I think I am x treat him nice,tats y he against wit me…hv to tk him to repair nxt Wednesday,n hope cn bring bck afap,I hv to start training at dc’s mirror ardy…@@...i am x wander to b the cncert master,wat a big lead,it’s a 2nd leader in a cncert…pls dun hate me o jealous me,I cn gv u guys tis position if u wan…u r train harder than me,ur basic is bttr than me,u ply bttr than me…I am sory…the things tat I am different frm u is I wil train infront of the mirror n try to straighten my bowl eventhough my style isn’t nice…tats all…n I dun think the teacher gt teach u…ok,I shouldn’t think much,I hv to go straight n apply my job as cncert master…bt I need ah loong’s hlp,hehe he oso shock tat I cn b the cncert master,it should b su ling…whatever,he hlp me lots…I wanna learn the tone 4nxt step,n pose...dunx…just learn wat teacher wan…I hope I am the rite person tat he chose…

Hanif…I realy hope tat he is darker than me!!he is so sarcast…he is mix,malay mix Chinese,I tot he is chinese when the 1st time I meet him…his mandarin is worst!n I dunx y his dad nvr teach him… he called me last few days,n chat the bullshit…n asked bout Jeffery…@@...n he stil finding a rich gal to b wit…

“jia you”.a simple word,bt include a deep2 meaning o supporting…I stil remember the sound tat he told me…I nvr think tat I wil gt noe wit him n I dun think v wil b fren smday…cuz he looks high nose…bt once I gt noe wit him,he is nice n friendly actually…he cn talk whatever shit wit u eventhough u r x close wit him…

Am I want to b a leader o x?if I cn find ppl then I want,bt I seem cnt…so izit tats mean I cnt b?tml…dun come…

Nxt Tuesday,delete it 4me…gt oral test again,every week oso got…realy sot n I am the leader of my group again….haih…I must do the preparation well,if x all die together…no,is I should close wit scort,then i cn b same group wit him,then he wil b the leader,then I cn gt high marks ardy!!!hahaha… fortunely I gt found some info bout 1malaysia yesterday,if x die oso…sure I dun understand their bottom word o hw to handle o continue their sentences,last minute preparation is work too……

i think of him too much ardy,everyday,everytime,every moment…exam oso think…sot liao…I gt kim poison ardy….

[Sir,wat’s the name of perfume u use?]ok…gt thing to write ardy…it’s perfume…I went to the kokum today…they said sir’s perfume is fragrant…haiz!!!n went to ask him wat perfume he used!!!omg,dare they do tat…wat fragrant!!!it’s a bit fragrant la… bt lots of guys oso use tat perfume de!!my bro oso same!!in ums I smile lots of tis brand ardy!!!realy sot!it’s called normal ardy lol…bt I fgt wat’s the brand ardy…fortunely a kim aren’t using tat,if x,all same,I’ll b bored to smile it…

bz bz bz....nxt week oso bzzzzzzzzzzz...monday hv to send them to by the apk's things,n fm assignment...n tuesday de oral test n fm quizzzzzzzzz....n presentation ar...die lol...my turn to b the group leader of oral...die...the title is 1malaysia!shit title!!!heyyor!!!y is me...erm...is x ppl cn b ardy o wat...talk!!!u only need to talk!if u guys just keep quiet then hw u wan to gt gud result!all sot de!just talk la!nxt wednesday,thursday,friday...stresssssss....haiz...n money...i no money ardy...i wan go bck to tk my money!

Y all ppl say uni life is fantastic,vry nice!!!!al sot…..it only wil b nice if dun hv any hmwork to do…gtting bz n bzier…n finally I find ppl to join the business…I dun bother any more who is the person…if she force me to do tat,I wil really do!n I cn find more ppl!!!just nw I found 3 o 4 ppl ardy!!!i must find as much as I cn while I tell ppl tat I wil stop after find the 2nd person…I being sot ardy!wat I tel ppl is different wit wat I think…cuz so many works to do!i am stress!i am crzy!i wanna find lots of ppl n attract them in whatever way eventhough it’s cheat!finance ass.,makro ass.,oral,business,psycho,eco math ass.music modern,apk.die!!!!!!

Busy busy busy…….i wan die….vry tired….i wan to slp…i wanna mv out frm here…hostel is suck……mv out oso suck…spent more money…I dun hv money…I am x a rich gal…I dun hv deposit to pay the rent….i am x dare to tk frm my mum,if she noe tat I finished spenting my ptptn n cny money sure gt scold…heiyor…..fan…

He is nice,he treat me gud….eventhough he is sot,bt less guy will do like tat nowadays…it look stupid bt it worth,I like it…I must maintain our space,I will feel like wanna lying on him o hug him if he stay vry2 close to me,n the weird feeling will cm again…yer…cnt imagine wat I wan to do the nxt…

He asked me wat was I thinking….i was thinking bout us,our relationship…if my English doesn’t improve then our communication wil b problem…if I dun try to like to eat malay food,I will face another problem oso…n am I realy cn accept tat I am going to change my religion…I tot they wnt b a lack 4me,cuz the important is I lv him,bt I am worried…