Blood pressure….heart attack…calm dwn,everything will b alright….i just had a small talked wit my mum bout him…reject again,it is x his problems,I dunx hw to explain…al her advices r gud 4me oso…malay cn b polygamy,I hv to fllw him after marriage,religion,food,al those things n many2 lagi…al religion cn b,only muslim…she didn’t scold me,she loves me…I replied a empty msg to him,actually I do nothing here,I just wanna b alone…wat cn I do,if I b wit him,I wil lose my family,if I gv up,I dun think I cn find a guy who is bttr than him…my family oso same,they wil kick me out of huz…it makes me soosoooooo FAN!!!!single……….is bttr…………………..i didn’t tel him,hw cn I tel him,sure he feel sad,angry,disappointed n I dunx wat he wil do n think the nxt…I only noe it wil mk me more fan if I tel him…mayb I wil just wait…after 3years,after 5years,after 8years…the time cn prove it,he isn’t like wat u guys think,dun judge him by religion,he is different frm them…n he isn’t belong to me anymore after those years…he cn find a bttr 1s…whatever la…n I just simply b wit a guy who love me o b single al my life…it is bttr if v dun noe tat v lv each other!!!argh...i dunx ar!!!al the religions teach us the gud things,then y v stil hv lots of different religions,4wat!!!fuxk!!!it must b changes if I cn b the prime minister,like obama…wat cn the najis do 4 us!!!he did a gud job to the Mongolian gal,the umno,the church,the masjid!!!!politics’ world is full of ren zha!!

I went to kien yong’s huz yesterday…walaowei,his mum so nice,gv us rm10…hahaha…damn long time x c them,if they didn’t cal me,I oso couldn’t meet them…I am lazy to meet them,I prefer stay at home wit my family,compare wit last time,went out everyday,ply3 n gt worst result…kien yong seems loss his weight,gary n tong chuan n choi yee gtting fat…eiyer,they al siao 1s,stil the same,nvr change,same crazy…My huz bcm quiet again…uncles aunties cousins al went bck KL ardy…haih…didn’t gambling much tis year,weird…cn gamb,would feel slpy n losing the money…I cn drink,n drink a little much…I cn drink 6cans wit my brain,mind stil clear after tat…rm700++,so little tis year…. long time didn’t c lam oso,he’s sot de,everytime only noe ask yee wen o shim yee where is me,if wanna c me then should cm to find me,cal me go here go there,cal other to cal me…wait la,sot de…I am x tat miss to c u oso….enough,lets ready to go to tong chuan’s huz collect ang pau…